When a Woman Loves a Man

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You have caught me by those eyes with a smile that sparks
Through your voice, I feel joy and it makes my heart thump
I guess it was alright to just have a crush on you
I assure that my love is just an illusion of what is slowly becoming true.

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How I wish to escape from the feelings I bear
My mind might go crazy over this one-sided love affair
I have to kill this madness before it gets me at my worst
I'm too afraid to suffer from such sorrow to burst.

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I tried with all my efforts to stop what I feel
But the progress of forgetting resets and wasted from fear
I can't take that those smile of yours are saying something for the other girl
Who's just across waving and laughs beside you.

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I feel pain in my chest
I'm pretending I don't care when she makes you giggly from her jokes
But it just kills me deep inside whenever I see you two
It wasn't me who gives you happiness.
I'm just a beggar, a slave of love.

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Be chill, be cold, have a heart of an ice
Feel numb, feel nothing
But can I really survive?
This empty heart of mine longs your love.

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I feel dead inside
As if my whole body won't feel anything even if burned
Am I not good enough, to this cruel world I'm living on?

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