Remorse; Sequel to DLS

Hearts in one

Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/out_with_justin/set?id=111855785

Sarah...

"No, your such a loser."I giggled holding onto Justin as we walked to the car. "When was the last time you had a drink?"He asked helping me up after I fell for the fifth time. He got me into the car. "I haven't drank in a good while actually, since I left LA."I slurred turning my head to the window as he got in.

I felt his big hand lay on my thigh as he laughed. "Well, maybe it can be like old times."He smiled funny as he put his other hand to my chin stroking it gently. I starred into his brown orbs not feeling guilty one bit as he leaned in. Our lips brushed before I came to my senses turning my head away as I opened the car door feeling what I drunk come out.

I finished up wiping my hand over my mouth turning back to him. "Maybe I should take you home?"He asked as I nodded. This is just awkward. I thought to myself.

***

"Well thanks for the day, I had a good time."I opened the door. "Anytime, Sarah."He smiled. I got out walking into the house. I closed the door and slid down it putting my head in my hands.

"Had fun?"I heard Britney ask before I felt a body slide down next to me. "Yes, but um I don't know."I replied. "You don't know if you had fun?"She giggled. "I don't know what I want. I felt it again, Britney."I sighed. I'm more than screwed if that was ever possible.

"You want to go talk about it?"She asked as I looked up realizing she was in Harry's shirt, boxers along with socks. "Sure."I got up walking to my room.

***

She burst out in a mess of giggles. "That's not funny."I sighed. "Who throws up before a kiss?"She laughed her black hair moving messily over her shoulders. I rolled my eyes kind of laughing myself. "Obviously me."I smiled.

"What about Ashton? Don't you guys have a thing?"She asked. My eyes widen as Ashton's dimples came into my mind. Fuck! "I have to tell him."I frowned. "It's not like you guys kissed. It was just a brush. There wasn't any pictures tooken either, so no need too."She replied.

"True, but I don't want to be hiding anything from him."I responded biting my lip. "What he don't know won't hurt him and he's not even officially your boyfriend."She ran a hand through her hair. 

"Speaking of boyfriends what is up between you and Harry?"I asked. Her blue eyes lit up as a huge smile appeared along with a little red forming on her cheeks. "He's cool."She replied keeping it simple. "Cool? Tell me everything, did you guys get it in?"I asked and she shook her head.

"Oh, course not. I'm not ready for that."She replied. I smiled. "Why are you wearing his clothes then?"I asked. "I needed to shower and he's sleep so I stole them, plus I kind of like his taste in clothing."She smiled.

"You guys would make such a cute couple."I smiled. "Me and Harry? Um, I don't think so."She shook her head.

"Don't you like him?"I asked. "Well, um, I don't kn-"I heard footsteps hitting the ground running away from the door. I turned to her and she shrugged before I got up and ran out.

I stopped at Harry's door hearing movement in the room. I opened the  and seen him pacing back and fourth. Well who was at the door then? "What is it? My hair? My eyes? My voice? What?"He stopped and turned to the door. I looked at him confused.

"What is it that makes me so damn imperfect?"He asked his voice cracking as hot tears fell down his rosy cheeks. I frowned grabbing my mouth.

"I'm forever single, I can't even have a girl that I really like, that I find different from the others. She's too perfect for me, what makes me so imperfect, Britney? What is it about me that makes me not be loved in return?"He asked.