Secrets.

Chapter 14 ❤

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This is kid of hard to admit but I dont like Justin as much? I still write hia stories because I love writing and I still love him but my interest in him has went down so thats why I havent posted. Dont stop reading because of my opinion (because i do still love him a lot).

The photoshoot was an awful thing for me. I was so afraid Selena would catch his attention again, or she would come over and mess with me and I did not feel like fighting her at the moment.  I probably would though, I still hated her for what she did to Justin and everything he had to go through. Im pretty sure he wasn't over her but I STILL felt as though I could keep him.

"Are you still being a baby over last night? " Justin whispered in my ear as we walked to the car.  He was teasing me and I didn't like it,  but it made me smile a little.

Remembering what we did and how it felt kind of made me want to do it again - right now.  "No,  now leave me alone" I said blushing as I looked away from him. "But are you still up for the beach? "

I loved the beach,  real beaches. The one back home was man-made so it didn't feel the same as California beaches. I loved these beaches because the sand wasn't just dumped here by a bunch of white men who got it from Costa Rica or India. The sand felt different, kind of like when Im with Justin.

California sand is softer, more delegate like when Im by Justins side and Atlantas beach sand didn't feel right, like it didn't belong in America like when Im not by his side. 

My feet touched the warm water, something that would be cold back home. Thats why California was my favorite. Anytime of year the sun poured down giving off good heat that made me feel warm on the inside.

"Stop! " I yelled as Justin proceeded to push me further in the water. The end of my rolled up pants got wet. "See what you did? " I pouted,  I was such a baby at times. 

"Its just water. " He said defending himself,  "Salt water. "

"Easy for. you to. say since you're dry and Im not! " I grabbed his arm only trying to pull him over to me but he fell into the water. 

Both of my hands went over my mouth,  "Im sorry!" Both ends of my lips spread out as a did the "uh-oh" face.  "I was just trying-" before i could finish my sentence I was in the water next to him.

I couldn't even be mad at him.

"Im sorry! " He said dramatically, "I was just trying to pull you out of the water,  uh-oh! " He was being sarcastic.

I splashed water in his face, "Oops"

We were having a water fight in the middle of the Pacific Ocean on a hot sunny day. I could do this more often.

I held a towel over my face,  "You better be glad I accidentally pulled you in the water first or I would've cried. "

"Or beat me up" Justin said taking off his soaked shirt. 

"Im a changed person, ever since I was known as The Bitch if you can remember."

"I didn't even mean that. " Justin said getting defensive over his old actions.  "If I didn't say anything she would've cried or been a bigger asshole to me. "

I shrugged my shoulders. I actually hated talking about her. I hated her actually. I didn't know it was possible to hate someone as much as I hated her.  At first I hated her for my own selfish reasons, then I hated her because of how she treated Justin,  now I hate her because shes a bitch and the media doesn't see it.

"Justin do you ever miss her? " I asked out od the blue. I didn't mean for it to come out but I know that he loved her for years and I just wanted to know if he missed her.

5 favs for new chapter,  I typed this on my phone lol so I dont think its as long as I wanted it to be.  (I did type this chapter on my computer but I lost the file)