Made to be forgotten(Harry styles AU) On Hold

Chapter 20

{A/N just bringing back some memories, this is why we all love Louis }

That morning I woke up to the annoying buzzing and beeping sound of my alarm clock instead of an over excited Jason, to say it felt weird was an understatement as I can't even remember the last time he hadn't woken me up on a school day.

I wish I had just told him the minute all this started then maybe a lot of things could've been avoided,maybe this time we could've been one step ahead but as always I didn't ,and i hated myself even more for it.

I slowly unwrapped the sheets from around myself and begun to walk out my bedroom towards the  bathroom when the door opened and Jason stood there fully clothed.

My hazel brown orbs watched him expectanly as he stood there scratching his neck awkwardly , "erhm I-" A small cough escaped his lips before he spoke again "I'm going to school early today , football practise "

I bit my lip, looked down and shrugged my shoulders in reply , this was going to be a lot harder than expected.

"okay then..."  His eyes never left mine as he walked around and past me , I heard the quiet patter of his feet as it hit the carpet covered stairs, I refused to turn around , I heard the small jingles and clattering of his keys but still didn't turn around.Silence.

I could feel his gaze on me , I knew he was watching me , waiting for me to say something or to even look at him but I refused. It seemed that he was seeking forgiveness even though I was in the wrong.

I longed to say something to him but I couldn't bring myself to think of something decent, I didn't want to say something I knew I'd regret. Last night I didn't really take in the insults that were thrown at me but now  the words just seem to swarm around in my head without a sign of stopping.

He let out a cough once again and soon was out the door, I was engulfed in guilt , I wanted to apologize but I was scared he was going to reject it. A deep breath I didn't know I was holding in escaped my lips, not wanting to waste any more time I  headed straight for the bathroom and began to get ready.

As I exited my bedroom I heard a familiar sound of a phone going off, so I walked down the stairs and towards the kitchen where it seemed to be coming from.

"Oh hey"

I literally jumped 10 feet in the air , and nearly went into a coma not expecting anyone but me to be here.Shocked , I turned around to see harry sat comfortably in my sofa.

"OH MY GOD HARRY WHAT ARE YOU DOING ?!" I stare at the smirking beauty that now leans forward, elbows on knees and mouth chewing away at gum that I could only assume was mint, " Actually, how the hell did you even get in here "

"Well I'm sorry to startle you but you can at least thank me for bringing your phone " He says avoiding my questions.

"Wait what , why do you have my phone" I ask frantically , " where did you get my phone from?"

"Amelia one question at a time , You don't seem to lock your backdoors and I got it from zayns car"

"So you just walked in from the backdoors?" I asked bewildered.

" That's not important , you should really be questioning about why your phone was in zayns car" Harry pointed out.

"Oh good point I guess I just overlooked that"