look at me {l.s au} | boyxboy

Chapter 12: Crash

~Harry's POV~

I waited for my mum and dad's reaction, but they didn't really have one. My mum just smiled and hugged me whist Robin just stood there like he was going to hit me or something.

"Does Louis love you?" My mum quizzed, as I stood with a smile plastered on my face.

"Y-yes." I stuttered.

"Awe. I'm so happy for you! But, doesn't Louis have a girlfriend?"

Shit.

"Y-Yeah.." I didn't want to think about Eleanor but I knew it was going to come up now or later.

The room grew quiet, which scared me the most. I wasn't too sure what Robin was thinking. But I wanted to know.

"What do you think of all this?" I hummed, glancing at Robin with a stern look.

He thought then looked at me, "Well, you have to consider that he's currently dating someone. That doesn't seem like the right thing. It seems a bit wrong. Don't ya think? And what does everyone else make of this?"

"That is true..and management doesn't like it very much..they keep calling me.." I didn't really want to explain furthermore, but I knew more questions were going to be asked.

Robin hummed and looked at my mum. Hoping she would say something.

"I mean..Louis doesn't even love Eleanor..he wanted to break up with her anyways.." I tried to make it seem like everything was going to come out smoothly but it wasn't. But in my luck my phone rang. "I have to take this.."

With that I went outside and answered the phone, "Hello?"

"Hey Hazza."

A immediate smile perked on my face, "Louuu. How are you?"

"I'm well. You all right?"

"Mhmm. Just talking to my mum and Robin. I miss you." I waited for him to reply with a 'I missed you too babe'.

"I need to talk to you."

I furrowed my brows, "Okay."

"Meet me tomorrow at the usual."

I knew exactly what he meant by 'the usual'. He meant the park we went to when we first kissed. "Alright, when?"

"Sun set."

I smiled, "Sounds good. I'll see you tomorrow!!" Louis hung up before I could say 'I love you'. Something was up and I wanted to know what it was.

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I looked at my watch nervously. Kind of not wanting to see Louis, because I knew something was up and I knew I wasn't going to like it.

Once the sun starting setting I got in the car and drove to the small park we would usually go to. I parked beside the familiar car that we once shared kisses in. When I got out of my car I walked over to my love who was sitting down on the grass. He heard me walking towards him and turned around. Louis couldn't find it in himself to smile. But I still smiled whilst I sat down next to him.

"What did you nee-"

Louis interrupted me, "I can't do this."

"Do what?"

"Us." He flicked his eyes from the ground to me.

"I-I.."

"Harry. We can't be together. I'm happy with Eleanor. I never loved you."

"B-But."

"I should have never got caught up into you. I was better off not even knowing you." Louis blinked his eyes as if he was going to cry.

"Don't do.."

"Good bye Harry."

His last words hit me hard. I stood up and grabbed his hand. "Lou, please.."

Louis snatched his hand out of my grip, "Bye Harry." I watched as he left me. I stood in my misery, in the pit I had dug myself in. He wanted to know me..and I just fell for it.

Louis drove away and didn't even bother to look at me. It was as if I was some kind of disease that he had to be aware of.

I slowly collapsed to the ground and placed my hands over my face. I began to cry uncontrollably. My phone kept going off but I didn't bother to answer it.

Moments later, I got in my car and drove. I didn't know where, but I couldn't stay there. My eyes flashed to the backseat where we snogged for hours or even the empty seat beside me that used to filled with Louis. His hand laced with mine. Tears fell down my face at a rapid pace. My vision became blurry. It was my fault. I let him into my life and now we can't be together. Why did I even fall for him?

Lost in my violent thoughts, I saw lights flashing at me, I quickly swerved over but I was too late. I heard a terrifying screech and the rest went dark.

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~No ones POV~

"Clear." The doctor yelled as he placed the long metallic irons on Harry's chest. "One more time." He stated, then tried once more.

Nothing happened.

He looked up at the heart monitor that started to slowly beep and knew he couldn't do much more.

Harry was dying.

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Sorry it's short..I needed to update..I hope it's okay!!! (-: Thanks for reading!! I love you all! Big kisses to you all!!

~Gabi xx

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