Crash Around Me

Let's Get It On

*A.N.* THIS CHAPTER HAS SOME MATURE CONTENT NEAR THE END. IF THAT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE TO READ JUST SKIP OVER IT

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-Paisley's POV-

Hayleigh dropped us off at Matt's house. We walked inside quietly and went to his room. We didn't want to wake up his grandma. "Good job tonight Matt. I'm proud of you." I said as I grabbed my pajamas.

"Thank you. You did good cheering." He smiled grabbing some sweat pants.

I was really happy we won but happier Matt was able to be a part of the win. He's getting so much better at playing sense he plays more now. I can't help but get butterflies thinking about him playing. He obviously noticed I was staring out into space because once I finished changing he grabbed me and threw me on his bed. I couldn't help but laugh as he crawled on top of me.

"Matt!" I giggled wrapping my arms around his neck.

We both laughed "What? I didn't do anything!"

He was honestly so perfect. He was funny, nice, amazing, and all around a perfect guy. He didn't care what others thought, he just does his own thing. He is so shy and awkward but there's times where he's blunt and confident. I loved being around him. Any chance I got to be with him I would take.

He leaned down slowly and kissed my lips. I smiled and closed my eyes kissing back. My grip tightened around his neck and my legs wrapped around his waist. His hands wrapped around my waist, strongly holding me close to him. He made me feel comfortable and safe in his grip. We eventually started making out hardcore. I was feeling up and down his abs while his hands where on my butt squeezing it every now and then.

I started thinking about it and pulled away. I didn't want to, but I was afraid. I've never made it this far with a guy. What do you do? How do you do it? What's going to happen first? All these nervous thoughts ran through my head.  Matt could tell something was up cause he kissed my forehead gently and asked what was wrong.

"I'm just not ready right now." I looked away afraid he would be upset with what I said and hate me for eternity.

"Hey Paisley look at me," he gently grabbed my chin and made me look into his eyes, "it's okay. If you're not ready we won't do anything. Come on its late why don't we go to sleep."

I smiled and cuddled up to Matt. He's honestly the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. I yawned and instantly fell asleep. Matt kissed my forehead and whispered goodnight to me falling asleep as well.

The next day I woke up to no Matt. I got scared and looked around the room the found a note. The note said:

Dear Paisley,

Good morning beautiful. Sorry I didn't get to wake up next to you today Landry asked to go out and I didn't want to wake you up so I just went. I hope you're okay with that. I will be back later if you need anything. Text me or call I don't mind. See you soon!
Love,
Matt

P.s. There is a bowl of fruit salad in the fridge for you. :)

That was honestly the sweetest thing to wake up to. Matt you're so awesome!! I got up and got ready for the day eating my fruit when I decided to call Hayleigh. It rang and rang but I never got an answer. Oh well she's probably still asleep with Jason. I got up and cleaned my dishes getting up and leaving. I was thinking about what happened last night. Everything happened so fast I couldn't think straight. Am I really ready for this? Will I ever be ready for this? Is Matt even the one? I kept thinking about it until I decided that I didn't need to think about it. Over thinking is too high strung. I know I'm ready for this. I love Matt. Matt is my one and only. I'm going to have sex with Matt Saracen!