{ 8 } EXHAUSTED AND CONFESSION

                                    

                                              
Today i wake up so so late,it's now 1pm past 10 minutes omg.I still cuddling to myself under the blanket,with music from my iphone at the speaker on the bed side desk.I do some stretching,i feel like my bones are all broken,i'm stil sleepy i want to go to sleep again and again and again until i feel normal.But my body refuse to go back,my mind too.So i get up and reach for my phone,the first thing that i see is my messanger and social media notifications they are crazy i swipe so it all closed and finally i can see my beautiful lockscreen,i smile,but my heart exploding.I unlock my phone,and open my Instagram and see 999+ notifications,im surprised.I open the thumb trick photo it has 502 likes and 36 comments i can see some are from my one school friends they are all went crazy last night.After replying to the comments i go to my Whatsapp to see more freaking out messages from them,i reply to it one by one,i smile alot in this,then i open my kik and the twitter friends are freaking out too they say alot of congrats and other sweet things i see alot of CamBell that's funny like i have my own shipper i reply to them one by one too,still have that smile on my face.Last i open my twitter and here is the sweetest and cutest,the tweets are all cute it make my day really.I change my icon and header also bio,i matched them up,and alot of tweets and follow coming.
                          
@omqdallas : @Dallaslullaby ASDFDFGJGFKS YOU'RE SO LUCKY
                          
@iDateCameron : @Dallaslullaby YOU ARE FAMOUS NOW FOLLOW ME!!!
                          
@YeetingShawn : @Dallaslullaby BABY PLEASE FOLLOW ME I SHIP YOU AND CAM
                          
and alot more tweets from them...They are all sweet,hear good things and ignore bad things they said.I cant believe that i get hate comments.
                          
@----- : @Dallaslullaby bitch
                          
@*(!! : its unfair that @Dallaslullaby get all the attentions wtf
                          
@:+** :  @Dallaslullaby is not a fan she's just a rich girl stop fangirling at her euw
                          
i see through alot of hate comments,why do i get this kind of stuff? i just had the biggest day of my life now all of my "family" hates me,i did nothing wrong.Im the type of person if i know someone is talking bad about me it will stucks at my head till the rest of my life its bothering me really.
                          
@Dallaslullaby : thankyou guys for the very sweet mentions,it really make my day.But as other said im just a fan just like you so you dont need to fangirl or else.
                          
@Dallaslullaby : im following people back,i reply your dm tweets even your kik i just dont get it why there are people sending hate we're the same,human girl and a fan thats all.
                          
@Dallaslullaby : maybe i got a chance that you havent get YET,your day will come i promise.Spread positivity
                          
@Dallaslullaby : but still i want to thanked you for opening my eyes that im blessed you can call me rich bitch or else but its all gift from God.
                          
after i tweeted those,i got more sweet comments saying to ignore them,stay strong,cheer up,hater will hate lover will love and other supportive tweets im glad that i have them in my twitter life.Today me and the girls are going to make a video and go live at Younow to share our experiences.Its almost lunch time so i wake all of them up and asking them to grab our lunch somewhere cause Matt and my parents left to San Francisco.After we all done our bath,we're getting ready to go to Farmers Market and The Grove to have our breakfast-lunch there.I put my hair into a messy bun and today i wear a casual pink pastel playsuit from American Apparel and my navy Tory Burch flats and my typical MK crossbody i put a natural make up and go.We're here at the Farmers Market we have our lunch at one of the Italian Restaurant and i order a mushroom risotto and an ice tea,we hang out at the restaurant awhile after we done our lunch and left to buy some fruits and take some pictures of us and videoing for snapchat,yes imma snapchat addict im sorry for that.After that we go to Target and get some hair dye because we're going to dye our hair at my apartment.Cause no parents right now until next 2 weeks im free.We have no will to going back so we decided to go to the mall and and sight seeing maybe or watch movie.We arrive at the mall,not that crowded we walk through the first floor and go to second floor where there's forever 21 we walk in and see alot of cute summer stuffs but im not buying this things i got those type at my closet hehe not bragging really.We walk again untill i see a bookstore so i buy the Allegiant novel by Veronica Roth *author done with divergent trilogy*  we have nothing to do here so we decide to left and back to the aparment.We change our cloths getting ready for the hair dye session.I take out my bleach and dye from the bag and the other take them,we go to mom's bathroom cause its bigger and mixing our dye hair.I bleach my hair first cause my hair is kinda dark and left it for about 20 minutes and after i wash my hair its blond we're laughing looking at my hair,im now mixing my dark brown dye and attach them into my upper part of hair and to my mid hair messyly so the ombre will appear later.We spent our 30 minutes waiting to let them dry we go to the kitchen and eat cereals cause we're anti mainstream eating cereal for snacks.30 minutes passed i watch my hair and it looks good when wet